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Thursday, January 10, 2008

yesterday was my last day of work. some students i taught for only one time said byebye to me while i was on my way home. what makes 3 days in xinmin memorable was probably the students.

had AEP dinner. went swensens. i had my first ever baked rice. it tasted good, but seriously, it was so cheesy, my stomach was filled even before reaching one third of the plate. sat around the table for a long time. we all chatted and shared about each other's life. updated each other on we were doing.

i'm going to take airforce test this coming tuesday. i dono what to expect, but i hope the test will be easy to understand. not going to think too much about the future with airforce, since i haven't even pass the test. for airforce, it's just about the scholarship and the bond. not that i may get the scholarship for sure, cos i really dono how my results are, but going to try out for the test, maybe it's a way to find out more about myself? maybe i will fail. hahah. if i fail, my pathway is going to be even clearer. maybe that's why i chose to go for the test.

maybe xm was right. think about the near future. yesterday's "sharing session" made my decisions come down to a few choices left. nursing or art, or another subject. for sure, nursing is probably not one of my few choices anymore. even though that it may be my real interest for now, perhaps it may not be in future. nursing, till today, i'm not sure if it's a spur of moment, so i shall not venture into it. so nursing's out. i'm left with art or study another subject. am i able to commit myself to art? is it a passion a hobby, or a career? i asked myself umpteen times. but i still can't come up with the answer. i'm afraid cos i lack of creative juices, and there's art theory again. i dread it! you know i'm always the lousiest for art history.

seriously, i cant decide. argh. another subject, but what? hmm. never mind. i shall fret about it later in the day again.

12:04 AM :) :) :) :)