skipped College Day for AEP event. yesterday ADM (art media design) seminar at NTU was ok ok, slept a lot during the talks. wooh. i think Mr Christopher Toh's really cool! He's filthy rich. He could even offer sponsorships to his apprentices or sponsor some art activities for them to travel to do art stuff, or for them to run events. Even had his own company, called Ant. So whoopily cool. But he's really an impatient man, which made him a poor tourguide. Hahah. He self-aclaimed that which i totally agree with. then there was this Prof Peter who teaches 3D modelling showed us some videos which are considered good to be submitted in along with the portfolio if you ever want to study in ADM. Xm and I saw Candice's video. So interesting. it was considered an above average video. we asked if she got in, Prof Peter didn't know. he explained that he gave fairly good scores for her video, but the decision was not his alone, he didn't know how other judges in the panel have graded her. he represented just one of the many faculties. so we asked mrs ng. she got in. hahah.

Prof Peter was like
"wow, that's good!"

just as i expected, attending this seminar has gotten my passion for art, the spirit rekindled. I REALLY DON'T KNOW! my heart obviously said "i don't want to have anything that's got to do with it anymore! really. BUT, i don't know. this is not fair. not fair. not fair. my heart and my brain were thinking of different things.

To be or not to be, that's a question.

Shall upload the pictures another day. well well.

watched ky and chun's performance. really liked the ballet one, and the chinese dance one. nice nice. a few others were super abstract. great performance again girls! love ya.

GP lecture on Thursday was woohwooh. 0608 first time in 2 years i suppose actually sat together in one whole row in LT1! i'm so H-A-P-P-Y lar! we are SO united. hahah. it definitely feels super nice to sit together with your class, ain't it? how i wish we can sit like that every thursday!

just realised my mural is SO INVISIBLE. it's so far. my parents hasn't seen it yet. my friends i don't think they know anything, let alone see it. so sad can. never mind. it ought to be painted there cos it's really ugly. unlike others'. yar yar. there are many children there hanging around BLK 258, but honestly, nobody is going to give any heck to it, cos it's so not appealing. so unwanted. so so neglected. it will sooner or ltr be vandalised anyway. forget it.

i just realised how sad i've been living. no one listens to my piano music when i practised. it was noise to them. i asked my mom "how was it? did you hear it?"

"har? wo mei you ting dao. wo hen xiang shui jiao liao." zzz

compared to some pop chinese music from the radio that my sister listens to every night, it was RAH.

no one appreciates. this is bad. whatever i draw, i asked my family if it's nice, ok, they will just "aiyo, we are not art people, don't know leh."

"please at least give some comments. not art people can also say sth one right?"

"ok lar. nice lar."

ok. fine fine. i'm totally ok with those entertain-me comments. at least you gave some. hai. why.







i want to talk. but i don't know what's happening now. there's just a sudden pause. a sudden silence. what's happening?

DO-ART TIME. or else mrs ng's gona kill me.
bye.

10:03 PM :) :) :) :)

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convent girl to nyjc to NTU PSY
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