argh!! i'm really troubled with soccer. i really wish to compromise.

if i quit, i gain more freedom.
if i cut down, i still get to play soccer. problem is: will she allow?
i told her june. but am i going to stop in june? i really can't bear to let go. i like the playing. the team. everytime i learn sth new out of trg. besides, i have my bao bei shoes. how can i just quit, and leave my shoes to rot? it's a gift from abel and kaiying. i really like them, and want to wear them.

today had 2.4km mock test. wah.. first round, i was shocked that i can run 1'55''. that was my fastest. but i want better. then suddenly my calf muscles started to burn like hell. that's why i slowed down so suddenly, then my second round timing was 4'05''. hai. so sad. must be faster!!! argh. overall 13'26''. NOT GOOD!! must try harder to get A!!

that is my goal.

people i want to thank today:
1. ms hew- for saying okae that i can be a little late for the art talk.
2. abel- for listening to my troubles. you made my heart feel lighter.
3. kaiying- for encouraging me on when everyone else in my family is forcing me to quit.
4. huichun- for chatting with me. [actually i chat with you everyday lar. hah.]
5. angela- for tagging my brd. for replying me. i miss you girl. girls' talk.
6. sebastian- for easing my pain on my calf muscles. my muscles were so tensed!
7. anyone- for cheering me up today.

love you people. i will try to like jc more. cos there are friends like y'all to cheer me up. with you people, i feel more motivated.

8:06 AM :) :) :) :)

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