hwa chong vs nanyang, 29april06

cheng san was the goal keeper for the first half!! was so shocked to see her. hah. anyway, yes. it's another 1-0. no chance of getting into semifinals anymore. yup. today i played first 11, [yay], but then it's mainly because sylvia, jiahui and cheryl couldn't play, so i got pushed up. hai. why is my stamina so lousy!!! i'm so darn sad when my body was not listening to me today. so i appealed to coach to change. it's my fault. i wasn't thinking intelligently, not enough stamina, and skills not good at all. everything so lousy. i'm so stupid. OH MAN. i'm such a sad case.

afterwards, went to watch synergy. honestly, 7.30pm show was so much better than the matinee. the performers all so much more enthu, the lecture hall looked more than full house, unlike matinee -> only three quarter filled. overall, the synergy was okae lar. not very inpressive, but so-so.

omgosh. my thigh muscles aching and so tensed up like siao. my body is so weak. idiot me.

and i don't know when my sister starts cutting herself. omgosh., she thinks it's cool some more. SELF MULTILATION. though it's not really deep cuts, but the fact she is playing pen knife is super worrying!!! hai. some things are beyond our control -> that's it if she gets the bad influence from her friends.
you have to see these pics she took herself. it goes to show how much she loves her cuts since she shot them.
1. they are just nutty.
2. they think cutting themselves is so cool.

8:48 AM :) :) :) :)

6:23 AM :) :) :) :)

22 april 2006

the soccerettes had a soccer match with rafflesians.
though we lost by 1 goal, overall, it was a really good game. everyone could sense it. there was vast improvement and ms audrey was glad that they played much better than the vjc one.
hahah. coach was like "WAH.. watching y'all play will give me heart attack!" cos everytime the rafflesians almost scored, it was either the ball hit the goal pole and deflected out, or eunice caught the ball just in time. really heart attack. most of the time i didn't dare to look. eunice is really a good GK. always able to save the ball.
though i didn't play ytd, i was able to feel the team's fighting spirit. after raffles scored one goal, they came back very hiong. started to be super aggressive.
jiahui got injured while one of the rafflesians tackled for the ball. hope she's alright :\ yes. they were good players, polite and also can take things in their stride, but i feel that they like very ying4 ying4 lai2. like when eunice shouted ball, and after she caught it, they still ran non-stop trying to kick the ball away from her. i was so worried for her. omgosh.

after the match, i rushed off for an art talk. oops. the minute i went in, the talk was over. as in Q & A session just started. nvm lar. overall, his works are just nice. no other comments..

went out with abel and kim wee after the whole thing. actually wanted to watch take the lead, but the timings were all not what we wanted, so we travelled to park mall and talked, stoned, in Han's. at around 3+, we accompanied ky to outram, and after which we went to esplanade rooftop terrace to enjoy the scenic view. hahah. was rather windy. and it changed a lot. the first time i came [IJ + RI combined fun trg], it was totally empty, now it's like flowers and trees and seats.. people taking photographs. no wonder i'm a mountain tortoise. hah.

yesterday was a special day. [for ky--> mtuah!]

6:15 PM :) :) :) :)

argh!! i'm really troubled with soccer. i really wish to compromise.

if i quit, i gain more freedom.
if i cut down, i still get to play soccer. problem is: will she allow?
i told her june. but am i going to stop in june? i really can't bear to let go. i like the playing. the team. everytime i learn sth new out of trg. besides, i have my bao bei shoes. how can i just quit, and leave my shoes to rot? it's a gift from abel and kaiying. i really like them, and want to wear them.

today had 2.4km mock test. wah.. first round, i was shocked that i can run 1'55''. that was my fastest. but i want better. then suddenly my calf muscles started to burn like hell. that's why i slowed down so suddenly, then my second round timing was 4'05''. hai. so sad. must be faster!!! argh. overall 13'26''. NOT GOOD!! must try harder to get A!!

that is my goal.

people i want to thank today:
1. ms hew- for saying okae that i can be a little late for the art talk.
2. abel- for listening to my troubles. you made my heart feel lighter.
3. kaiying- for encouraging me on when everyone else in my family is forcing me to quit.
4. huichun- for chatting with me. [actually i chat with you everyday lar. hah.]
5. angela- for tagging my brd. for replying me. i miss you girl. girls' talk.
6. sebastian- for easing my pain on my calf muscles. my muscles were so tensed!
7. anyone- for cheering me up today.

love you people. i will try to like jc more. cos there are friends like y'all to cheer me up. with you people, i feel more motivated.

8:06 AM :) :) :) :)

20 april 2006

jc life is starting to bore me. school home school home school home.. not fun at all.

saturday i have match. home ground. but is playing at home ground really an advantage to us? i'm scared alrdy.

i'm super confused. i want to talk about it. but then i don't know whether you will even bother talking to me anymore.

thank you:
1. abel. mint plus sweet!! if not for that, i really would have slept during physics.
2. anyone who said hie or waved to me today
3. kaiying and huichun--> that i'm still able to talk to y'all about my problems.. girls' talk. wheee.
4. stephanie for having lunch with me today.

4:12 AM :) :) :) :)

VJC vs NYJC

today we got thrashed badly.. 8-0 .though we lost by 8 goals, i believe you girls have done your very best!! it's no one's fault that we lost this game. we just have to learn from it and improve.

that's the most impt, isn't it?

we must keep the fighting spirit on.
no matter what, must always think that we can do it.

YAY!!!
we made a choice to
put in 100% effort,
so we must CELEBRATE!!!
saturday's game,
put in 200% effort!

sorry i keep using "we" when
i wasn't there with all of you.

7:19 AM :) :) :) :)

i'm so terribly upset lar!!!

because i can't play on wednesdays [ms lye doesn't allow because i have art that day] and can only play on saturdays. my mum is forcing me to quit soccer!! i maybe quitting in june liao. i can't take her criticism anymore. but still i can't bear to let soccer go. it is my passion now. being with you girls is what makes soccer so exciting. on the other hand, i must also not be selfish.. my mum is worried for my safety. so sad!!!

i will be there with yall spiritually!! thinking of yall in aep studio. watching yall from there. can sort of see yall play from there. but i don't think i can be allowed to watch yall play outside of studio since she doesn't allow me to join yall in matches. SAD!!!

8:05 AM :) :) :) :)

11 april 2006

NEW BLOG!
thanks a million my friends :]] you gave me a wonderful time on my birthday!!!

thanks for the
1. nike90 soccer boots [abel and kaiying]
2. puma shin guards [huichun and angela]
3. ACS(I) silk tie [tiezheng]
4. piglet soft toy [alvin sir]
5. wonderful swensen dinner[angela, huichun, alvin sir and kenny sir]
6. address book from happy house [stephanie]
7. mud party, hahah. thanks for throwing me into the mud!!! [soccerettes]
8. coffee-flavoured birthday cake [family]


THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!
[also not forgetting angie and daddy, having the same birthdays as me]

3:37 AM :) :) :) :)

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convent girl to nyjc to NTU PSY
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