this was what i created yesterday during the msn worksohp by NOISE. this is the msn bkgrd i designed based on the theme: what does NOISE means to you. to me, it meant the glory, teamwork, winning, cheering, championship, everything about soccer. yup. so i decided to do a design based on soccer :]] !! i submitted this.. yup along with the display pic, 2 static emoticons and 1 animated emoticon. so cool right. muahah.

going to have a fever soon. can feel it coming. woke up this morning feeling super weak. i'm so totally tired. ate two disgustingly BIG panadols. yikes.

8:31 PM :) :) :) :)

i was once your highness you know. :]]

















my heart sometimes taste like this.

6:00 AM :) :) :) :)

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credits: http://melting_in_my_dreams.europe2blog.fr/lullaby/images/heartache_by_duende_20.jpg
i want a big hug right now!!!

6:29 AM :) :) :) :)

0608 team

how's this? yikes! yuck.

12:09 AM :) :) :) :)

BCLS course

passed my BCLS course!! whee whee. yea. whoa. had a hard time remembering the procedure. so many modules to learn!! infant CPR, infant choking, adult CPR, unconscious and conscious (Heimlich Manoeuvre) adult choking methods. all in one day!! yikes! made new friends today. they were all so friendly. even though we didn't know one another, we talked as though we knew each other for a long time. yup. like some gathering.. people of the same interest gathering together to learn cardio-pulmonary resuscitation.

7:30 AM :) :) :) :)

i'm going to grow up

i'm going to grow up.

i'm going to be more optimistic about things in life :]] this is just a small hill i have to walk over. i shouldn't say all those things in my previous entry [i deleted that away], because it's being unfair to the rest of my friends.

what's the point of telling my secrets, my family problems to even my closest friend when she doesn't understand me? i shall just keep all those to myself. i have great friends, soccer [people who share the same interest as me], aep [ppl who love art as me] etc, i must never victimise myself.

5:50 AM :) :) :) :)

the extra mile

whenever i listen to this song, i feel like crying. it has the great power to evoke such a feeling in me.
i was first introduced to this song when i went for the ogl workshop. that time Lye told us to listen to the lyrics but i didn't cos i just wanted to know how the melody is like.. just trying to enjoy the song. but when i was in the level camp as a facilitator, i got a second chance to listen to this song. this time i really listened to the lyrics and i was touched by the lyrics. the song has such great meaning. i love this song. yup. that time when i listened to it, i was thinking about ijtp, all my redcross ij friends, 4/2, and i just couldn't bear to leave them. i was just so sad when everyone went separate ways. that first 3 months had been hard for me cos i couldn't find any reasons to go to school.. i was always deceiving myself, thinking i had great friends in there when i couldn't find any. and then there was great shiftnig of division of attention for both new and old friends. everything was just so hard to cope. so yar, when i listened to that song, i found out how alone i was and how badly i wanted to go back to ij, so i cried.










http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HN79hJTQyCY

here it is,
The Extra Mile by Laura Pausini
Countless eyes are watching
in this our finest hour
It’s time to realise the dream
And who we really are
I’m gonna freeze this space and time
Rise to meet the call
Seize the moment, make it mine
And through it all
Straight as the arrows flies
I will run towards the finish line
With all the strength I’ve found
My feet won’t touch the ground
I will scale the heights if I believe
Your wings of faith will carry me
I’ll go the distance just to reach
The arms I’m running to
I’ll go the extra mile for you
I know it won’t be easy
To make you understand
I wanna take the glory
And put it in your hands
Cause you’re the light that makes me shine
You’re the hero in my eyes
Win or lose, do or die
I’m aiming high
Straight as the arrows flies
I will run towards the finish line
With all the strength I’ve found
My feet won’t touch the ground
I will scale the heights if I believe
Your wings of faith will carry me
I’ll go the distance just to reach
The arms I’m running to
I’ll go the extra mile for you
(Go the extra mile) in the end
(Go the extra mile) I wanna be able to say
I gave all of me for the world to see
And I would do it all again
I’d go the extra mile for you
Knowing it would be worthwhile
I would go the extra mile for you
now i have found great friends such as my aep and soccer friends, with huichun angela and kaiying stil there for me, i really found my motivation to stay happy in school. though i'm involved in 3 ccas, art soccer and redcross, yes i'm tired, but i'm really happy. i want to be more focused.

5:33 AM :) :) :) :)

tralala

went to the brazillian name generator website. hahah. my name is
LEZO.
so weird. so guyish but nice :]] tried out my sister's one.. and guess what? she's called
LA.
finish. L-A fullstop. hahah.

today exam is finally over.. it ended with a 3-hr art paper. ended at around 6pm. and i MISSED my SOCCER TRG. hai. saw all my fellow mates trg down there. SO WANT TO GO DOWN. omgosh. tmr i will be kicking like aimless balls. hvn kick ball for long time liao, unless the small mini ball i play and kick with is counted. so shit.

6:24 AM :) :) :) :)

why why why

so lame.. and it's a little dark :p whatever. hai.









extracts from my own art journal. so lame.

haiyo. why brazil lost? so disappointing. lost lots of money.. ytd i woke up at 3am to watch the match at m'sia channel. dozed off halfway. too tired. so in the end i only watched england vs portugal. so cool. 3-1. england died at the penalty shootout. '''-.- doing art now. AGAIN. SAD LIFE.

miss hazel ho is back with us!!! yay!!! she has been newly posted back to our school. yipee!

9:05 PM :) :) :) :)

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